Migi It's just so emotional! Here's an English translation I found.
www.jpopasia.com/mikanakashima/lyrics/251582/tears/boku-ga-shinou-to-omotta-no-wa-僕が死のうと思ったのは/-------------
The reason why I thought I'd die is because black-tailed gulls chirped on a pier
Appeared and disappeared drifting on the waves, flying away and picking my past as they go
The reason why I thought I'd die is because apricot blossoms bloomed on my birthday
Can I become the soil with dead bugs if I nap under the sunbeams filtering through foliage?
Mint candy, lighthouse at a fishing port, rusty arch bridge, abandoned bicycle
In front of a stove at a wooden station house, my heart can't set out anywhere
Today looks like yesterday, if we wanna change tomorrow we should change today
I know, I know... but...
The reason why I thought I'd die is because my heart went blank
The reason why I cry over being unsatisfied is surely because I wanna be satisfied
The reason why I thought I'd die is because the shoelace got undone
I'm not good at connecting things together, the same goes with human relationships
The reason why I thought I'd die is because the boy was gazing at me
I'm getting down on my knees on a bed to apologize to myself on that day
Dim-light of a computer, sounds of life coming from upstairs
Sounds of interphone chimes, boy covering his ears in a birdcage
Don Quixote who's fighting with an invisible enemy in a six-mat room
Goal must be ugly anyway
The reason why I thought I'd die is because I was called a cold person
The reason why I cry for being loved is because I've got to learn the warmth of others
The reason why I thought I'd die is because of your gentle laugh
The reason why I only consider dying is because I am way too serious to live on
The reason why I thought I'd die is because I hadn't met you yet
I fell in love with this world a little more where people like you were born
I will place my hope in this world a little bit where people like you are alive.